The Common Denominator In Drama

How I wish I had realized this years ago. I used to find myself immersed in drama. It revolved around other people's chaotic lives, but I was always the one drowning in a sea of drama and conflict. 

By the grace of God I looked back and realized the common denominator was me. I was choosing to participate. 

This albatross around my neck only released when I began the discipline of meditation and silent prayer. The vibration of my life changed. I was no longer wound tight, waiting on someone to pluck my emotional strings. I found peace. 

Very recently I was tempted to fall back into the old pattern. It seemed the right thing to do, but I stopped, prayed, meditated on His word, and became still again.  Peace returned. 

I know it will happen again. I will be tempted to join in the chaotic drama again. May God have mercy on me and guide me to be able to step back, be still, and know.